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Monday, 30 October 2006

testing something

Monday, 23 October 2006

I no longer go here or even update, but my myspace link is http://www.myspace.com/stoneyrasta if you're interested. But, oh well, I'm great now. So piss off.

Friday, 14 April 2006

another relationship failed horribly

*130 Random Questions*
When was the last time you cried?:	like an hour ago
Have you ever faked sick?:	yeah
What was the last lie you said?:	i dont even know i lie so much
Have you ever cried during a movie?:	um no
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?:	lauren
Have you ever danced in the rain?:	no
Have you ever been drunk?:	yes
Have you ever tried tried drugs?:	i tried to many
Do you smoke?:	sometimes
What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?:	all the way & a lot more
What is your full name?:	austin i dont care
What is your blood-type?:	um like a or ab
Have you ever been in a car accident?:	yea
How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?:	14 or 15
Who was your first kiss?:	liz
Have you ever had an online relationship?:	kinda
Have you ever had phone-sex?:	hah yeah
Have you ever been rejected by a crush?:	kinda
What is your favourite sport to play?:	drinking games
Have you ever made a prank phone call?:	yes
Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it?:	no
What's your favourite childhood memory?:	going in the woods w/ my friends
Is there anything that you have done that you regret?:	a lot of shit
What do you want to be when you grow up?:	something with computers
What is your political persuassion?:	fuck them theyre gay
Have you ever had cybersex?:	heh ya joking around and shit w/random jackoffs
Do you believe in g-d?:	g-d? god? yes
Do you believe in love at first sight?:	no...
Do you believe in karma?:	yes
Who was your first crush?:	girl named catherine
Who do yo uhave a crush on?:	somebody
How would you describe yourself?:	fucked up
What are you afraid of?:	dying alone
Are you religious?:	a little bit of me is
What does your screen name mean?:	bongstikk. i like bongs and penises
What person do you trust the most?:	my mom
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?:	liz
What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?:	dunno
What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?:	a lot of things
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?:	8 months
What is your greatest strength?:	i'm understandable
What is your greatest weakness?:	no self-control, liar, & hold emotions in
What is your perfect pizza?:	white cheese spinach
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?:	oh great another day...fuck
What is your first thought before you go to bed?:	im tired
What college do you want to go to?:	dunno
Do you get along with your family?:	yea
Do you play any instruments?:	no
What kind of music do you like?:	all kinds
Do you think you're attractive?:	no
Would you ever get a tattoo?:	yea
How many piercings do you have?:	none
Who makes you laugh?:	lauren
Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?:	lauren
Have you ever seen a dead body?:	no
Do you have a celebrity crush?:	angalina jolie
What is one thing scientists should invent?:	time machine
Have you ever broken a bone?:	yes
What happens after you die?:	go to heaven or hell
Do you watch or read the news?:	no
What stereotype would you label yourself as being?:	fuck off with that shit
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?:	no
If yo ucould change your name, what would you change it to?:	ashton
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go:	a lot of places
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?:	LYING.
Have you ever gone skinny dipping?:	no.
Have you ever played strip poker?:	no.
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?:	no
What do you want your friends to think about you?:	i am what i am
Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into?:	plenty i dont know
HAve you ever bitten someone?:	yea
When's your birthday?:	sept 8th
Have you ever stolen anything?:	plenty
Do you make wishes on shooting stars?:	no
Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting?:	idk
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?:	2day
Do you remember your dreams?:	yea
Have you ever been in love?:	yea
Are you a morning person or a night person?:	night
Do you have any phobias?:	yea
What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone?:	idk
Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth?:	ya
How many screen names do you have?:	like 2
Do any medical problems run in your family?:	idk
Have anyone ever been disowned from your family?:	no
Have you ever had a nightmare?:	yes
Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?:	enemies
Would you ever participate in a threesome?:	yea
Would you ever pay for a prostititue?:	no
Have you ever mooned or flashed someone?:	yea
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?:	.... a little
Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?:	ya
Have you ever written a love letter?:	ya
Have you ever attempted suicide?:	ya
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?:	boxers
Have you ever been in a fistfight?:	ya
Do you have any hidden talents?:	no
What is one thing you want me to know about you?:	i fucked a lot
What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask?:	dunno dont care
Do you usually prefer books or movies?:	movies
Who is your favourite person to talk to?:	lauren
Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?:	lauren... or my mom
Would you ever have sex before marriage?:	too late
Who do you talk to most on the phone?:	lauren
Do you have a secret that yo'ure ashamed of?:	ya
Do you prefer british or american spelling of words?:	american motherfucker
Have you ever gotten detention?:	ya never go to it
How do you vent your anger?:	punch shit and throw shit
Have you ever been on a diet?:	no
Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?:	ya
Is your best friend a virgin?:	HAHA YES
What's a rumor someone has spread about you?:	i'm a big ass druggie ugly fuck
What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing?:	fucking myself in the ass... yeah no. too bad.
What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you?:	idk
What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you?:	idk
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?:	i prolly should be
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?:	yea
Have you ever wanted to murder someone?:	yea
Have you ever hated someone?:	yea
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?:	online
Do you consider yourself popular?:	ya
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?:	ya
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?:	no
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?:	no
What is your favourite book?:	fear and loathing
Do you have a collection of anything?:	drugs ha ha.. and alcohol bottles
Are you happy with the person you are becoming?:	no.
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?:	yes
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?:	dunno
Are you happy with the life you have?:	no
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Thursday, 06 April 2006

Currently Listening
Welcome to Jamrock
By Damian "Jr. Gong" Marley
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Life has got me up and down, confused in which way to go.

I only have a month left with her... why? Why did God do this to me?

And I guess she doesn't like me anymore, or got sick of me... cause she said she won't ever come back. But what if I change... then she just leaves. My life is going downhill. And once she leaves, I'll be at the lowest I can be.

All I know is not what it's used to be. I messed it up I guess. Now we don't even feel the same way, or act the same way. sigh. I loved her though. I'll miss her dearly and count all the days till she returns. I just hope she's happy up there.

I still am so confused, scared, and afraid.

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- Name: austin
- Country: United States
- State: Florida
- Metro: Jacksonville
- Birthday: 9/8/1989
- Gender: Male
- Member Since: 12/22/2004